Meeting Laura – The Adventures of an Incarnating Soul
A Psychic Reading
On April 14th I had a reading with psychic-medium Erin Pavlina. While I expected this reading to reveal something very influential in my life I did not expect the huge changes that would result…but I will get to that in a moment.
As many of you who read my blog know…I have been focused for some time on opening my channels to divine communication. For this reason I found myself attracted to Erin Pavlina’s blog which I discovered through her husband Steve’s blog while in earlier stages of experimenting with spirituality. I started out seeking a still mind with the goal of attaining a higher state of consciousness…but this was really only the beginning of the expansion that my awareness would make.
While working with my own channels of divine guidance, I kept getting the repeated message to make contact with Erin and schedule a reading. Just so you know, I have never before consulted a psychic and if it hadn’t been for the extremely strong promptings, I most likely would have just continued reading Erin’s blog and experimenting on my own. My angels, however, made it very clear that they had something for me that I was not able to receive. They led me to Erin with such great surety that there could be no mistaking the fact that she was the one they wanted to connect with in order to deliver to me the message they had been sending. I had no idea what they had for me but I assumed it would be something related to my life purpose…and I suppose you could say that it was.
When Erin first connected with my angels they were showing her that they had a baby with them…she paused to ask me what I thought that could mean before conversing with them further. The only thing I could think of was an instance of miscarriage inbetween my first and second child. This was such a distant experience for me though that I was absolutely taken by surprise. The angels wanted me to know that they had this child with them…it was important to them that I know. We continued on with the reading and after it had finished I was left with the feeling that there was more for me to discover about this child; so a few days later after I became certain of the nudges I was receiving I invited the angels to tell me in person about the soul that they were caring for.
Making Contact
While meditating I sat, contented and warm on the sand of my favorite beach. Appearing in the distance, walking through a veil of clouds despite the bright sunlight, I saw two beings of light flanking the right and left sides of a small child coming toward me. The girl was somewhere in-between 1 ½ and 3 years old. She had light brown hair in pig tails, large dark brown eyes and a beautiful smile, she looked very small and very young.
As the angels and I talked, she explained to me that her previous life had ended before she fulfilled her purpose for incarnating. She still desired to fulfill that purpose and was asking me if she could incarnate again. On some deep level I realized that I was being invited to participate in the process.
My husband and I did not consciously want another child. We were quite happy with what we have yet I opened myself to whatever she may need and agreed to assist in her mission, fully understanding the depth of the opportunity before me. I also had some conditions of my own…I wanted her to remember where she came from and to share with me the details of her experiences along the way.
It was a deal. My mediation ended and the weekend continued without incident until the next day while in the jacuzzi with my kids I felt her presence. She sent me the name Laura and the image of Laura Ingalls Wilder as played by Melissa Gilbert in the television version of Little House on the Prairie.
Startling Occurrences
One night while brushing my teeth I noticed a wet spot on my shirt only to discover I was producing colostrum. I took a home pregnancy test the following morning and got a positive…if you think this is strange, the story only travels more and more in that direction from here.
Since then all pregnancy tests have turned up negative and I am over two weeks late for my monthly visitor (very unusual for me). I have had numerous conversations with the girl whom I now call Laura. She has taken me on trips inside the human body and has provided me with a lot of information about what happens when a soul incarnates that at some point I will share with you.
I never would have imagined a newly incarnated soul would choose to speak through me. Am I pregnant or was I briefly, is this a pregnancy of mine that I am remembering from another life and time or is my spiritual connection to this child the cause of my physical changes when someone else is really carrying her through pregnancy?
As I sit here writing this story and pondering these questions reality has a very surreal quality…like falling into another world…one that is wonderful and strange with much to explore. I do know that when Erin connected with my energy things changed…my own connections grew stronger and life has gotten a lot more interesting and fun as a result!
What are you doing with your incredibly crazy, amazingly beautiful, precious life? That's the real question...and does what you are doing reflect who you really are at your deepest levels? Are you creating something synergetic between your life force and your physical reality? Well, regardless of the answer if you're thinking is leading in this direction, you are making a journey inward and are about to embark on the adventure of your life!
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