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I haven’t been posting this week due to the profundity of my most recent experiences. I made a vow to focus my energy and intent on my personal relationship with Source and the Beings of Light that assist me in life and when I try to write about what has happened over the last week, all words seem to fall short of an accurate description.
One of these experiences however, I feel compelled to share, whether or not the words I use here fall short of actually conveying to you the magnitude of the process to which I was participant and witness.
The Archangel Gabriel has been working with me in a very personal way this week. He has shown me processes, systems, worked with me on illusions and abundance to name a few. I often do energy balancing on the treadmill, but this week I have been doing a lot more than usual. The balancing I do happens both before and during my workout and this day was no exception. I worked out and had a particularly enlightening session with Gabriel, St. Mary and St. Germain - I left the gym with my vibration so high, feeling so balanced that what happened next nearly threw me for a loop.
I returned from the work out, ate lunch and knelt before my alter - starting a conversation with Source. Immediately, I felt an extremely heavy, dark weight come up from the depths of my chest. It hurt, it was constricting and I was forced to double over with it. Immediately, I began to see it emerge from the depths of my being and form a ball in my heart chakra. Gabriel was instantly beside me and I asked him about this black sphere. He told me that it was my share of all the toxicity that I have created on this earth since my first incarnation on this planet.
At this point I began to cry for her - Oh, Mama - I’m sorry - I sobbed. It was at that moment that I felt the magnitude of it - of my own unconsciousness over the course and history of my Soul.
I turned to Gabriel and asked, What do I do with this? He replied, You make a different choice. Within seconds I knew what I needed to do. I chose to take this from the earth and give her something she could use in it’s place - I did not know how I would do it - Source provided me grace though and that was all I needed.
Gabriel held the dark sphere in the space of Divine truth for me and I passed it to the Archangel Michael. Michael used the blue fire of God to purify it - until it was ablaze with Divine Light. At that point the torch was passed to the Archangel Raphael who brought it to a state of balance and wholeness - infusing it with his green/gold light. From there it went to Uriel who filled it with the vibration of Divine Love and then on to Ariel, who with the greatest of compassion, showered the earth with this new revitalizing energy.
I felt the lightness immediately as the ball transformed and my vibration soared even higher still. Gabriel, I said, thank you.
I now understand an aspect of spiritual abundance that was previously lost on me. It’s the greatest recycling process the world has ever known - and we can all do it - all that is required is that we release - we can let go of our darkness (our illusions, programs and anything and everything that is not real) to the purification of the Light which turns it into something we can reintegrate, balance and harmonize.
All we have to do is give it to Angels, tell them we no longer desire, need or have any attachment to it and they will take care of the rest - the only caveat is that we have to be extremely honest and really want to let it go - we can decieve ourselves and often times do - but Spirit doesn’t buy into our illusions, walks in Divine Truth and sees through us every time 
What does your Spirit want to let go of? What comes up from the depths of your being for transformation and release?
